A little about me

So i tend to bottle everything up till my mind explodes, then i close the lid again till it explodes and etc. i had one person that i could put all my cards on the table with. but the key word in that sentence is had, now that person is no longer in my life, so its back to keeping everything in again. thats why i made one of these things. my new therapist is Blogger! they always told me its bad to keep everything in cause it eats you out and blah blah blah. i guess i have no insides and thats why im so skinny but oh well no one could give me the answer to life or understand how i look at it so why try telling it to someone. its funny though cause everyone tells me i give the best advice and that i helped them out a lot, sucks that my own advice doesnt work for me.